Buried it.

 Yesterday was 6-15-25. I was reading my bible two weeks ago and thought I'd read that the blood of lambs, not THE lamb, not Jesus, but lambs blood from sacrifices, was the real reason Jesus was come to save us. Something like that. I didn't read it right or it doesn't exist. There is a passage in Matthew that elaborates on those who will give their lives for God. How the victory comes from the shedding of this innocent blood. This to me, like a lot of other things, seems intuitive. 

It says it. In Matthew. 

But the thing about actual lambs I have not been able to find again. I was sure it didn't exist and that I am a poor reader. But then all the excitement of wondering about animal sacrifices had me thinking. I thought about how I love little furry friends. How intelligent they are. How I swore I read we once didn't eat meat. How a generation went without it. How we could be living as the most high here on earth, but that there must be a clue as to what comes next. It is hard to imagine that something like life after death exists when life is all we have in mind. What do I think of to become more in touch with this other life, to imagine it? How can I?

Plus I put up something about consciousness yesterday. 

I also thought of the halal practices, interesting that still goes on. 

And last, I wondered about practices that deceive the deceiver. That blood from an animal might cause darkness to dispel, at least we are told that we were without evil a long time, (Revelation 17)

Wish I knew where I saw that. 

I was ready to read about Jesus body and blood when he said we must eat and drink of his body, and how incredibly strange that must have sounded to the people of his time. 

70 AD was when they last sacrificed in Isreal. 

Animals are just a red herring ;)

If I am so much higher than animals because of being able to cook, clean, hunt with tools and weapons,  because I speak and sing and dance and break down every little bit of anything that I can taste, touch or perceive, then I am human. What makes something greater?

It should be obvious, I thought. How funny. 

I put up a vlog on Facebook, hopefully I won't lose it, about the science of big and small. I have been the life person, the person who wants to Sherlock her way to the exact chromosome of initial life.  

Last night the idea of a split between different elements, not fire and water or even salt and hydrogen, but more like they already explained it, this different dimension via these physics of newton, all earth and life, and the tiny things. Although this is not my intuition and I cannot see my own mind. Miserable stupid worthless humans can't bear a woman who loves God and science. Scared of the big bad God. Lol